I don't feel like it anymore

I have been doing lots of art in between a few social engagements, I'm definitely relaxing and settling into the holiday routine now, I was really wound up at the start because I guess I'd been working really hard for a long time then it just kind of stopped. I really don't like that point of stopping. Something winds up and up building hopes or adrenaline higher and higher and then there's just a huge drop, kind of like a plummet in the stock market or something. Then everyone, still in the mentality they were when things were crazy, have no idea what to do with themselves. It's the point where you get sick, or sad, or bored, it's what your body does when it doesn't know what else to do.

We're quite resilient or something though. We take a little bit of time but we do adjust again, beginning to enjoy the sunny afternoons at home and go with the flow just that little bit more. I'm loosening up, slightly.