Been busy livin' and equally not livin', I have life lag in a sense that I wanna discover and learn new stuff like I did when I was traveling but I feel unable to do it here. I'm not achieving the small tasks as readily as I used to, they seem irrelevant and meaningless, I'd rather sit and stare into space for an hour just thinking, it seems more viable or something! Um um um um um um I'm so inarticulate, too! What am I even saying! A whole lotta nuthin' oh man! Okay. Gotta do productive stuff maybe my gold pants are melting my brain or something. That is the most logical explanation.